Have you ever let your idle mind take control and show you your inner desires and feelings? Well, I used to do that a lot when I was younger and didn’t have to worry about accumulating money for my dowry.
Instead I filled my mind with random facts that I learned on National Geographic, in preparation to live in Africa, Amazon and Antarctica (A-fetish, much?).
I wanted to become an Adventurer.
I imagined raising a tiger cub and being BFFs with it.
I imagined driving around in an open-air jeep, my hair flying in the breeze, and my skin glistening in the African sun.
I imagined occasionally stopping, turning the engineoff, and waiting as a tusker crossed the dirty road ahead of me.
I imagined spending the evenings sitting on the ground, watching the sun go down.
I imagined to see a few acacia trees scattered against the backdrop of a beautiful sunset with large herds of zebra spread out across the horizon.
I imagined at night, I would watch the flames of a fire dance to the beautiful rhythms that filled the air, the low rumbles of an elephant, the rustling of leaves, and the call of a lost cub for its mother.
I didn’t want to be carried away by the swift currents of life – go to college, get a job, get married, make lots of money, have children, send them to school..grow old and hate life. I wanted to experience life as I thought it should be. I wanted to be different, to not have to talk, or dress, or act the same as everyone else. I thought, “look at zebras, I mean all they really have going for them are black and white stripes and yet there is not one that has the same pattern as another“. I decided that I would take my black and white stripes, as it were, and come up with something new.
– I wanted to escape the boring branding of normalcy and have the freedom to just be, instead of inventing some form of myself that I thought was expected.
– I wanted to do something exciting, experience things others would never dream of, live the way I wanted to…growing old yet content through it all.
-I wanted to go to every country in the world.
-Raid a pyramid.
-Become a marine biologist inspite of my sea sickness.
-Befriend a bear.
-Survive a tsunami.
-I wanted to live inside an igloo with a pet penguin. 6 months day. 6 months night.
-I wanted to see for myself whether Californian Redwoods are 60-ft tall.
Here I am. Twenty four. And I couldn’t be farther from watching a beautiful sunset behind icebergs. I never did get to raise a tiger cub or stop my jeep for an elephant to pass by. I have never seen/touched snow. I haven’t traveled much either.
A few years ago, I learned something new about zebras – although each one has a unique pattern, its stripes cause it to blend in with others’, so that when a predator comes, it cannot make out individual animals. I realized that in a similar way people, who don’t want to be normal, end up blending in anyway because they become similar to all those who want to be different.
Maybe I’m different or maybe I’m just the same as everyone, I don’t know. All that I know is zebras are way too cute yo!
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15 thoughts on “Workings of an idle mind.”
Oh this is lovely! Exactly the same thing that haunts me every night and every morning when the alarm rings.I didn’t want to be in Africa, I wanted to travel around and drive fast cars really fast. Oh the thought that I haven’t crossed off any of my bucket list items just scares the hell out of me 😛 Life!! I am growing old for god’s sake stop being repetitive.
It was indeed thought provoking. And my thought in regards to this subject is shit happens all the time 😀
Thank you for sharing. Cheers!
Thanks for the comment Anoop 🙂
No new posts ???
Heyy!!! I’ve been caught up with planning my own wedding at the moment.. I’ll be trying to write something new very soon…how’s it going?
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That’s some great news. Glad to know you are alright. I am alright too. Good luck for your wedding.
Thanks man…I’ll be writing that part 2 post soon on the big fat south Indian wedding…stay tuned! 😛
Sure sure… I will definitely read it 🙂
Can’t believe that you are 99th person I know who is getting married. Anyways, I’ll be waiting for your post.
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Haha..yea well it had to happen someday!!!! 🙂
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That penultimate paragraph is such a clincher. So so true, I guess zebras are more like humans than we ever thought of before, aren’t they 🙂
The way it is concluded… loved it.
I have nominated you for the Liebster Award. So here I am throwing virtual candies , chocolates ( let’s just say whatever you like 😉 )
Happy blogging !!!
Everyone wants to be different, hence everyone blends in…you may be onto something here…
Awesome blog!! Got me thinking about my all to-do lists in life…n here i think it’s better to not think of how things turn out in the future n keep doing things that you really want to …also that makes you grow as an individual.
PS: the journey makes life worth living.
Heyy!! Welcome to my blog! Thanks so much for your kind words…haven’t written a post in a while but I will be correcting that shortly so please bear with me…thanks again for reading and commenting 🙂